This is from my first post, after Shawn died. “The 10th Day”.
“I need to have good judgment and not let my raw emotions rule me. I need to be organized and somehow get our lives back in order.”
Today is, January 9, 2014. Melissa went home , yesterday. We spent a few days at the beach. Commemorating Shawn’s 30th.
I really thought I would come home and all would be well.
So, I thought I would start the trek through previous posts and put questions or wonderings, in this section. One post at a time.
Well, it has been a boo-hoo kind of day. I am finding rereads a bit grueling. Am I letting my raw emotions rule, or is this just the way things will be for a while ? I find it so frustrating. I wonder how loss is for others ?
I did get somethings accomplished, today. Tomorrow, I will be trying to climb the mountain of planning organizings and trying to get our lives back in order.